Confused and wandering. please help.?

It is possible that you could be pregnant, a test will tell you with more certainty. Some women who have had previous pregnancies will have pregnancy symptoms as soon as a few days after conception! As far as your cousins wife getting upset with you if you are pregnant, well in my opinion if she is really a friend she will be happy for you just as you would be happy for her if she was pregnant. Probably better to not rub it her face that your pregnant and shes not, though i'm sure you already know that. When I was pregnant I always waited until I was at least 3 months along before I told others, except for my husband and closest family and/or friends. So maybe you won't have to tell her for little while longer, and you never now, maybe by then she will be pregnant too. Anyway, when you do tell her you can let her know that you are worried about it upsetting her or effecting your friendship and that you don't want it to. My guess is she will be happy and excited for you.